Um yeah, I’ve shown a few of you this already. But here’s for the one’s I haven’t yet.
It’s me singing in the bathroom at work on one of those late work nights.
Lack of motivation? Check
"Boredom is your ‘fuller life’ calling you, and you fear hearing the call."
#Sound of Insects
-Recently I watched a documentary called “The Sound of Insects." It’s not your normal type of documentary; it was the story of a young man who with sheer willpower committed suicide via starvation. And during his fast he kept a diary of how he felt each day. As a person who was clinically diagnosed with depression and who came close to that edge and back, I found his thoughts and writings reverberating in myself. In a sad way, I found his musings clever and witty because I related with what he was thinking during his slow self-inflicted exit from this world. After about a month of his ordeal he started hallucinating this young woman. Apparently she was lost in the woods where he had chosen as his final resting spot. She was raped there and did not know of a way across the river. I found that conversation a very poignant reminder of how everyone needs someone in their life.
I hope you all have people dear in your life that remind you how much you mean to them.
Had some free time during rendering at work. BANZAI! D:<
Was bored at the office waiting to receive work, so I made this in AE.
Haven’t done art for myself in awhile. WIP but still, will finish soon… hopefully. I love The Fall. I’m so glad Dave and Bailey showed me this movie.
I want to go dressed as the bandit for Halloween but won’t happen since that hair is difficult to pull off and finding something similar to that outfit is gonna be hard. Plus I never do the Halloween thing anyway. :B
Fun Fact: In this scene, the background music is singing what she is saying. :D
Talked to Bailey about starting up a cartoon show that we’d put on youtube. Thinking about getting partnered with youtube so we can make some money with it~ Dunno.
Gonna be a bunch of animals living in a town and having magical adventures… of some sort. Haven’t gotten too far in the process yet. But yeah, based a character off the drawing Jae did of me as a platypus. Now he’s a character~ And he’s gonna own a bookstore. A fucking BOOKSTORE. Too cool, even for me.
I just got robbed.
Well, yep. I just got robbed/conned by two black men and I’m surprisingly calm about the whole thing. I’m out 600 bucks and couldn’t be more mellow. I guess I might be overwhelmed to the point of being normal….? Is that even possible? I’m just more like, “oh I was robbed.” It wasn’t even scary. I’m pretty sure this will result in some PTSD or something. What an interesting day.
::edit:: Yes y’all I reported it. But the security footage wasn’t the best thing to go on and my recollection of what they were wearing wasn’t the best at all. Well that’s another life experience that I didn’t expect to happen.
MY LAPTOP IS CRASHING LIKE CRAZY AND WON’T EVEN BOOT UP IN SAFE MODE. I’m now proceeding to rip my hair out in patches. D:<
Ultimately unused artwork for a comic I was hired to work on.